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Our Rain
It was a Sunday.
The skies where grey and the clouds above
Threatened to shed their tears.
We drove through misted streets,
We drove through time.
To a night I will remember.
The dark sky grew darker as night approached,
And rather than go home,
We sat in the darkening darkness. The emptiness.
And the familiarity of the concrete lot began to sink in.
Memories poured from your mouth, your eyes sad. Scared.
The sounds made by your tongue fell around me,
Building a cage.
Barricading reason.
I tried to let the words resonate with me.
I lost so much in that moment...
You narrated the tragic tale and my ears listened,
Not completely understanding.
Not completely believing.
When I saw her face.
When I saw her smug lips.
The lips that gave birth to the kiss of death.
I broke.
Inside, all gave away.
The ache...
Slowly, it grew.
My chest burned.
My mind raced.
The thudding mass within, pulsed.
Furiously, it beat with saddened passion.
It spread the fear.
It spread the ache,
Until I could feel it
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Things That Must Be Said... and Left Alone
The desk where you once rested your head still remains;
Unchanged, it stands in the same place it did three years ago.
Now, I sit in that same desk, wanting to lay down as you did...
and feel you beneath me.
I still have that photograph...
I still have many of yours.
They still hang upon my walls, allowing your form to haunt my mind.
I never packed you away, I never boxed you up in hopes of forgetting you...
Maybe it was a mistake not to, for you walk within my dreams.
Night after night, I see your familiar form walking along the shadows.
I can pick you your eyes in a sea of faces.
I can recall the texture of your hands,
the smell of your soft skin.
I can still hear your voice...
though it is now faint.
I think it's the one thing I miss the most...
How you would say my name...
Time has morphed the sound and honestly, I wish I could hear it clearly once again.
Many of the songs I listen to now, I first heard with you.
Many of them bring up a memory, a feeling,
and sometimes I replay the
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His life is beginning...
I can recall
all the times I would lay in bed,
staring above me with tears at the brim of my eyes,
and murmur into the darkness.
My lips would tremble slightly as my words would pass,
barely breaking the silence.
They softly would seep into the air
and disappear into the nothingness.
The utterance would seem to go unanswered.
Sometimes it seemed like the words spoken would hang above me,
going nowhere and piling upon one another.
After so many nights of countless unanswered prayers,
after so many nights of wishing I could help
I laid out everything I had to give...
I prayed,
"Allow him to live. Allow him to have what he should... Let him live a beautiful, and happy life...
Even if I am not one he shares it with..."
It took time... but then...
They were answered.
My words were heard
and I am so thankful that they were....
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United States
Current Residence: Cornfields
Favourite genre of music: Almost anything
Favourite photographer: Don't have one
MP3 player of choice: The one in my possession
Shell of choice: Pasta shells?
Wallpaper of choice: .....
Skin of choice: Mine I guess
Favourite cartoon character: Rogue, Courage, Jack Skellington....
Personal Quote: "Well then."
Don't you hate it when you feel like you simply do not have the time for new projects?

It is so frustrating when you'd like to try something new, but then those darn responsibilities get in the way. *Shakes fist*

I would like to do a few writing exercises. There's one idea that has been floating in my head for a while, and then today I decided that I need to practice describing the senses.

What I'd like to do is choose one object and write five different pieces using one of the senses for each. I think it would be fun to have such a limitation with description, and I think it could push some creative juices around in this head of mine (boy do I need it).

Who knows if I will be able to do this any time soon... but I hope by writing this journal entry it will remind me every day I log in!


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TixieLix Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave on my Street Fighter work!
ecamouse37 Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014
You are very welcome :)
SineLuce Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Professional Artist
thanks for:+fav:!:rose:
ecamouse37 Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014
You are welcome :)
carlcom66 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks :+fav: :)
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